Sunday, March 12, 2006

How I Wish You Were Here

The sky so far above

The mountains so up ahead

I’m so alone without your love

The road of life, alone I have to tread


Barren life like a desert sand

Dry, hot and searching for life

Drowning in a quicksand, desperately needed your hand

Into the spiral void, with a swift stroke of knife


The birds fly to their nests

The cubs to their domes

In this thunderous stormy night I need rest

But without you I have no concept of home


A glass castle with intricate architecture

A tower of cards standing on your qualities

A moment of spasm and life is shattered texture

Running insane in a game of virtual realities


I feel so helpless like a victim

So incomplete every moment without you

My identity confidence and life is dim

Ultimate reality I cant accept to be true


20 years of life, existence and maturity

I thought I was the master of my emotions

But today as I lie in a pool of insecurity

Drained confused unchained animal creation


They say be strong for your mom

Responsibility stare for brother and family

I hide my tears and be the laughing tom

But chained emotions I try not to cry dramatically


I’m there for everyone

I have to be there for everyone

But I don’t know if there is anyone

To share a shoulder and be my grief companion


A man feels so complete

With virtues codes and ethics

Yet life changes in seconds as the winds of joy retreat

Your life is nothing but just a mockery and gimmick


They saw we are hear for you

They pretend to help by standing next to you

But what they don’t realize and that is but true

Your loss cant be reversed much ado


Whatever help I may get

And no matter how optimistic life may get

But it is your presence and memories I seek you bet

Whatever consolation at last it is your absence I regret

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